Ah yes, people. How lovely
Also, happy new year and all that shit

well then
im both sad and excited

i've got my wine and im mildly drink and i still dont think im ready for doctor who
i already feel like crying before i even started watching it
ok here we go

why must i always crave meat when im drinking

i was planing to do things today but I've been sleeping
and waking up for food

'Tis the time to get drunk on chocolate wine

Merry Christmas c;

have to finish one more painting and than wrap everything up
so tired :P

i think im gonna watch lotr just so that i can focus on legolas

well, i was totally ready to study but my password do download the material wont work
oh well

well, having the family friend around aint so bad, couse he just have me money
fuck yeah moneeey

if you need me ill be in the corner crying 

you know what Babylon 5, fuck you

i think i just broke my knee when jumping off of the sofa and hitting myself right on the edge of the coffee table
pain
such pain

gonna drink coffee
than im gonna clean, again,couse its horrible again
and than im gonna bring the mattress here, i can not sleep another night on the goddamn sofa
i just dont know where the fuck to put the mattress

theres this family friend thats here all day, everyday cooking alcohol
and if he could finish already so i wont have to wear pants at home any more that would be great

life lesson learned
its better to you too little hair dye than too much
because if you use too much, it will drip all over the fucking place
goddamnit
i even have hair dye on my legs

fucking hell, i never knew that it was that hard to colour long hair
i have hair dye all over the place goddamnit

yes, hey piratebay if you could stop changing your domain that would be fucking great

i really hate being food raped
i told you i fucking wont eat for fucks sake whats wrong with you grandma

the second i decide im not gonna sleep i get tired

sleep is for the weak

there comes a time every year when i just wanna cut my hair short and dye it blonde
and every year i do it
but no, not this year. i must be strong, i want long hair

but i do kinda wanna be blonde but not really, couse its a pain in the ass
eeh

well, i slept in the bedroom, hoping that that thing mother did with the window would help so the room wouldnt be so fucking cold at night
and guess what

IT FUCKING DIDNT WORK

well, it worked a little, it wasnt as cold as it was before
but it was still pretty goddamn cold
so i guess ill be spending the winter sleeping on my sofa
aint that nice

ah yes, that lovely feeling when candy gets stuck on your tongue piercing

tired, so tired

i dont even know what to do with my "living room" at this point so im just gonna move onto my bedroom
at least thats easy

the thingys that hold the screen on my laptop kinda broke so the screen has problems staying on the right position so thats fucking great too (not that im shocked, fuck knows how many times i dropped it on the floor (let the laptop hit the floor let the laptop hit the floor let the laptop hit the  floooooooooor) and bumped it into something, poor thing)

if someone could teach me how to clean (and study) that would be great

today shall be the day i do things
god help me
so much to clean

5min in and im already tired
eeeeeeeeeeeh

the more is sleep the more tired i feel
but not tired enough to be able to sleep
eeeh

how does one even go about doing things

also, whats Satan doing in Tomorrow People
and how come "tomorrow people" (stupid name) do the goku kamehameha thingy

bby

fucking hell

i really should clean today but all i feel like doing is rolling around on the bed and watching almost human, which i cant, couse i just finished all the episodes

fml emiright

Almost Human, i like
dorian is fucking adorable

im almost finished with star trek enterprise
what em i supposed to do with my life after this

can we take a second to appreciate deadpool  

yep

I have a plan.
Im gonna pack all my things, clean the room and than put back only the things i need

i use christmas lights as normal lights and one of those little lights on the chain is dead most of the time but sometimes it decides to turn back on and than it blinks and it really fucking annoys me
goddamnit

http://svet24.si/#!/clanek/52a8736e79844/na-zelezniski-postaji-v-ljubljani-mu-je-pred-mnozico-prerezal-vrat

I realise its not in english, so im gonna translate it for you

A 16 year old went to get a sandwich on the main train station in Ljubljana (our capital, i lived there for a couple of years, i still go there a couple times a month) when a man went behind him and slit his throat.
In the broad daylight, with a lot of people around.
They're still searching for the man that did this.

this hit really close to home

guys

http://www.change.org/petitions/international-astronomical-union-to-rename-the-newly-discovered-planet-hd-106906-b-to-gallifrey-in-honour-of-doctor-who-and-its-50-years-even-if-it-s-just-a-second-name-or-officially-recognised-as-also-known-as-gallifrey-gallifreyfound#share

you know things are bad when you go in for a shower and end up taking a bath because you're too tired to stand

at this point i really should be studying
and you know what im doing
im playing batman

i really should do things but i really dont feel like it

im tired as fuck
so hungry i feel sick
and i fucking hate everything

and tomorrow im gonna fail the exam couse my brain just doesnt work in this condition

i also got my monthly torture
no wonder i've been feeling like shit
and its gonna get even worse tomorrow
and guess what is tomorrow
my goddamn exam
and a 2 hour drive (one way)
so thats fucking super
and fuck knows what the dentist is gonna do to me

pain, such pain

go home lady i need to pee and im hungry goddamnit

it seems socialisation is more important to my grandma that feeding her favourite granddaughter

why do we have to have visitors every time i really have to pee for fucks sake i mean really

i've been doing make up for like 5 years and i still cant get my goddamn eyeliner even

i've got a dentist at 1 o'clock and if he decides to give me braces i will not be pleased. very much so
and when i get home im gonna learn a whole school year of physics

somebody end my suffering

1. What can you see that is blue besides your tumblr dashboard?
my tumblr dash isnt blue
2. What have you eaten today?
i dont even know, too lazy to think
3. What is your favorite food?
im not sure i have one
4. What is your favorite color?
black and red
5. What is your least favorite color?
orange and yellow
6. Who was your last kiss with? Was it pleasant?
i dont remember his name, nothing special
7. What color shoes did you last wear?
black
8. What is your biggest vice?
Does smoking count?
9. Who has made you laugh the hardest in the last week?
I make myself laugh
10. What is your favorite scent?
roberto cavalli perfume
11. What is your occupation? Do you enjoy it?
high school student. ahaha no
12. What is your favorite season? Why?
spring. couse its not hot or freezing its just right
13. Can you do a handstand or cartwheel?
not without breaking my neck
14. What color are your nails?
red, green, silver, gold glitter
15. If you had to get a tattoo on your face to save your life, what would it be?
hard to explain
16. Describe your bedroom.
well. theres a bed and some other furniture
17. What is something you find romantic?
too lazy to think
18. On average, how many hours per day do you spend on your computer?
hella
19. Are you happy?
sometimes
20. Is there anything in particular making you happy or sad?
nah
21. Dogs or Cats?
bunnies
22. Which do you prefer: a museum, a night club, the forest or a library?
night club
23. What is your style?
i dont even know
24. If you could be doing anything you like right now, what would it be?
eh dunno
25. Who is the closest person to you?
best friend
26. What is the best movie you have ever seen?
i've seen so many
27. Are you in a relationship or single?
im in a serious relationship with my beloved laptop
28. What makes you attracted to the person you like right now?
his face
29. If you could replace your partner/best friend with a celebrity of your choice, would you? Who with?
actually no
30. What is something most people don't know about you?
dont know
31. Are you holding on to something you need to let go of?
nope
32. How did you celebrate last Halloween?
dont remember
33. Have you recently made any big decisions?
yes
34. Name three things that you and the person asking you this question have in common.
fuck knows
35. Were you ever in a school play?
yes
36. What movie would you use to describe your life?

37. Is there something you have dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven't you done it?
nope
38. Complete this sentence, "I wish I had someone with whom I could share..."

39. If you could invent a new flavor of ice cream, what would it be?
i dont want to invent a new flavour of ice cream
40. What, if anything, is too serious to be joked about?
eh
41. Who is a famous person you have been compared to?
nobody
42. What are two things that irritate you about the same sex?
eeh
43. What are two things that irritate you about the opposite sex?
eeeh
44. What is the best thing that has happened to you this week?
i made bioshock: burial at sea work
45. What is something that makes you sad when you think about it?
i dunno
46. Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years, or someone you hate for one month?
someone i hate
47. How long was your longest relationship?
8 months
48. Have you ever been in love?
not sure
49. Are you currently in love?
nope
50. Why did your last relationship end?
i got bored
51. Would you rather live in a castle or a spaceship?
spaceship
52. What jewellery are you wearing right now, and where did you get it?
just my piercings, i dunno in a fucking piercings shop
53. Name three things which attracted you to your current crush.
his face
54. Is there something you have been keeping a secret?
nope
55. When was the last time you cried and why?
2 days ago or something like that
because  of this shit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHu6Nvc2-iA
56. Name someone pretty.

57. Do you have an ex who's name starts with a "J"?
nope
58. What did you receive last Valentines Day?
alcohol
59. Do you get jealous easily?
nah
60. Do you believe in the phrase, "If its meant to be, it will be?"
i dont really care
61. Have you ever cheated on someone?
eeeh kinda but not really
62. Have you ever been cheated on?
not that i know of
63. Do you trust your partner/best friend?
yes
64. What is something you should be doing right now? Go do it.
hahah no

Why does one of my eyebrows always looks better
but the make up on the eye with the perfect eyebrow always looks like shit

and also hungry

i've been feeling kinda shaky today and now im having nightmares too
so thats great

and im still goddamn tired

i just stepped on my goddamn mirror. so im fucked for the next 7 years

let me caress your face

sammy

sammy pls

well, i pretty much slept trough the afternoon
aaaand sleeping habits are back to shit

well, this makes me sad

finished burial at sea
if they could release episode 2 soon that would be great

if someone could go and cook me dinner that would be grat

I only have 5 days left to learn that shit i just dont understand

yes, coffee my dear, i love you too

very much so

Outfits of the day and some christmasy goodness

OOTD N°1

I couldnt decide which shirt i like better so here's both

I think everything is from New Yorker 

OOTD N°2

and again in think everything is from new yorker, again. 

except the stockings i think they're from lidl or something like that

And also look at my awesome pyjama 

Christmasy nails

aaaaaand candles 

couse who doesnt like candles 

i was gonna clean but now i really dont feel like it

i need money

if i lay here

if i just lay here

do u think i’d still pass all of my classes

*spn spoilers*


goddamnit i knew it
i wanted to trust you Ezekiel
so not cool

im really hungry but i cant get food couse we have visitors
GO HOME LADY

started playing ac black flag (the sound in bioshock wont work godfucking damnit) and its really pretty

The thing that really annoys me with star trek (tos and tng were fine) are those horribly long intros
why

much sleepy

how the fuck do i get bruises all over my legs when literally all i do is sit in one spot with my laptop all day

here, have this

my fav song right now

goddamnit it disturbed, get back together 

guys
theres only 24 days until Christmas
and than its only 43 days until by birthday
and im gonna be 18
technically an adult
god

i moved from bedroom to my living room couse the bedroom window is fucked and its normally a colder room anyway so at night is fucking freezing in there
and i already got a cold from that goddamn room
so im gonna be sleeping on my sofa for a few days
i managed to rearrange it so that its more bed like and i think i did a pretty good job
and everything would be fine if there woudnt be a gab
eh

and i also broke my nail while moving the furniture
so thats fucking great too

ma precious baby is back
oh the joyous day

i stole my mothers computer
and tomorrow we're gonna go see about the charger
so its all good

The battery is almost dead, out time grows short.

So im just gonna sit here, drink my coffee and stare into the abyss of boredom that awaits me.

While listening to the deafening silence that comes when the ventilators stop spinning.

I only wish i would find that stupid little fucking usb thingy so i could plug my usb into my tablet and watch Star Trek. 

goodbye, my precious baby

life will be meaningless without you

i shall await the day that we reunite again

  when birthgiver buys me a new charger   

eeeh so sleepy

well, i believe my charger died

SO THATS FUCKING GREAT GODDAMNIT

fucking hell

having a fucked up laptop charger is one of most annoying and depressing things
and even more annoying and depressing in that ill have to wait for like 20 days to get a new one


adsgkjl

want

i thought the red has finally got out of my hair but seeing it now in the sunlight i was wrong

well, fuck you too red

much early

i woke up at like 5 am

well, i guess 4 hours of sleep is all i need

im never ever gonna put things into a safe place. never.
i cant ever find them later when i need them

fucking stupid little usb thingy where are youuu

and of course me wouldnt be me if i didnt spill water all over the floor while searching and almost breaking my new lovely wine glass

yey me

What cant i ever find anything when i need it?
I know i saw that goddamn usb thingy
And i know i put it somewhere safe so it woudnt get lost when i would need it

and also my laptop charger went to shit (its still charges, but only if i twist the cable a certain shape) so that fucking great too

How the fuck do people understand physics?
Its all the same cluster fuck of nonsense to me

i wish my old physics teacher wasnt retired

thank god, finally some sun

that is all

having a pretty bad headache until i get my caffeine fix in the morning is getting really annoying  

another morning (well, at least for me) another headache
much pain
so not cool

its so nice to wake up and see a stack of different kinds of coffee that mother bought you c:

i totally ship kira and dukat

my coffee addiction is getting so bad that if i sometimes wake up later than normal my head hurts until i drink my coffee

and also this is my second cup in the last 2 hours. i love coffee

im downloading all sims 3 shit

god help me

how the fuck

baby

Im trying to rearrange my sofa chairs things but i have no idea how to put them

I think i finally fixed my internet problem thank god

now i can finally relax

Im gonna lose my mind with this shit

ughh, i feel sick

i hate windows 8.1

fucking hell, will problems never end goddamnit

i finally have everything sorted out

and now its time to start downloading every thing again :P 

ugh

great, now i canr even install windows because of some sort of partition disk fuck up
i just want my laptop back to normal goddamnit 

Well, now that all my important files are safe i can finally go back to windows
even do ubuntu is very cute

im a fucking genius

im about to lose my mind using my old laptop with vista
soooo glitchy and slow
i just cant no more
i cant

well, i managed to fuck up my computer and i feel sick. and like crying
and i really dont want to lose all of my things. but i seems i dont have i choice
god, i think im gonna throw up

i was trying to fix my cd rom drive and i restarted my laptop my windows woudnt work and just thank god everything is working now
i panicked so hard

for fucks sake go home so i can get my goddamn coffee fucking hell i hate people

goddamn visitors, standing in the way between me and my coffee

Makeup of the day

its pretty much everyday tipe of thing with a little bit of purple to make it a little more interesting 

Burial at sea is finally here, fuck yeah

sleepy hollow is back, fuck yeah

well, im back from the dentist and i have a goddamn dry socket
lovely

Well, i just watched star trek nemesis

nope
nope
i will never forgive you this star trek. never

anybody but data

going back to the dentist tomorrow if he can do something about the goddamn nonstop pain for fucks sake i want to eat solid food
the first time they took my wisdom teeth out i was good in like 2 day goddamnit

can not deal with the pain anymore 

at least mother said shes gonna cancel my physics exam so thats something

Its so lovely to wake up at 4 am because of the pain.

pain. such pain

im never letting a dentist intern near my teeth again

cold oh so cold
fucking hell its early
and im getting the last 2 wisdom teeth pulled out in a few hours so that lovely

Its really annoying that it takes me like an hour and a half to curl my hair :'c

baby

OOTD

so here's the make up

the outfit 

and accessories 

11 hours without sleep and still the whole day to go and im already very tired

much coffee

Im gonna cut my hair today, hopefully im not gonna fuck up

i want this fringe back, i wish i would remember how the fuck i managed to do it that way 

Its so lovely to wake up with a headache for 3 days in a row

I never should have gone on tumblr while taking a break
now nothing is gonna get done

damn you tumblr

Cleaning day. again
I have no idea how i even manage to get my room so messy in a couple of days when literally all i do is sit in one spot with my laptop

but if i manage to keep both of my room all nice and clean 'till christmas im getting a 3ds
and i also must study physics
which would be a lot easier if my brain could understand it  (im not exaggerating, my ex psychologists told me my brain just does not understand math, chemistry and physics)
so thats nice  

Halloween thingy: vampire

I know im late with uploading this and i know its somewhat a cliche but whatevah