all i wanna do today is nest in my bed and play games and watch merlin
 but no, i must study

i thought my exam was on monday so i panicked thinking i only have a couple of days to learn all that shit but then i checked the date and its on friday
the relief  

hells yeah season 7 of true blood is heree

im watching After Earth and the thing with the bird is just hella depressing

ah yes, time to suffer

i just remembered i have mini pizzas in the freezer
hells yeah
also i took a nap and i feel better

im one of those people that just kinda buries all the problems and emotions inside so 90% of the time i couldnt care less
but then every couple of months or so i get like a week when everything comes up and the time is now and its really fucking annoying and i really dont wanna deal with all this shit right now
especially when i should be focusing on studying but all i wanna do is cry, draw, paint, cry some more and write

fuck

my first attempt at making macarons was a horrible horrible fail

i felt the urge to clean but now all i wanna do is take a nap
why does this always happen

I now have my very own plant c:

im bleaching my hair and i forgot what a pain in the ass this shit is

watched shame just to see michael fassbender naked, goal accomplished in the first 3 minutes hells yeah

i remember the time when i was like 14 i could get hella drunk and wake up perfectly fine the next morning

and now i was feeling horrible the whole day yesterday 

do not like

the heat
the heat is killing me
cant

i think my natural hair colour might me like a dark blonde/light brown but im not quite sure

i just randomly looked at the time while drinking my coffee and i realised that i woke up at like 6 am
how that happened

i regret not taking a nap

im trying to get into comics and fucking hell this shit is complex

grandma just came home all awesome like on one of those 4 wheeler things that was driven by another grandpa

also, not fair, people never drive me home when they see me walking
they did when i was a child but not anymore
and i was in better condition then than i em now

name: anja
nickname: none 
location: slovenia
height: 160-62 i dont even know anymore 
any pets: so many fucking cats
favourite thing about yourself: im hilarious 
worst habit: does not caring counts?
fun fact: i dunno 

identity, sexuality & personality

gender identity: female 
sexual preference: men
romantic preference: what does that even mean 
kinsey scale score: 2
relationship status: single
myers/briggs type: entp
hogwarts house: slytherin ayy

routine

early bird or night owl: night owl, but i try to have a normal schedule 
morning routine: wake up make coffee drink coffee
bath or shower: shower
first thought in a morning: whats the time coffeecoffeecoffee
last thought before falling asleep at night: i have do idea

school/work

do you work or are you a student: student
where do you work/study: kinda home-schooled i guess 
what do you do: i don’t
where do you see yourself in 5 years: probably asleep 

habits (do you…)

drink: occasionally 
smoke: yeah
do drugs: sometimes
exercise: haha no
have a go-to comfort food: no, not really 
have a nervous habit: i kinda scratch the skin on the sides of my nails if that makes sense. also playing with my tongue piercing 

what is your favourite…

physical quality (in yourself): dont really have one, my eyes are ok i guess 
in others: depends on the person 
food: pizza?
drink: coffee
animal: i like big cats and bunnies 
artist/band/group: disturbed 
author/poet: dont really have one
tv show: so many. just so many. supernatural, doctor who, star trek tng...shit like that 
actor/actress: dont have one 

look at me actually doing something productive

im gonna try to do this photo of the day thing in attempt to improve my photography skills and what not
bear in mind that my camera isnt all that good so theres only so much i can do

so, heres the todays photo

ah yes, walked up a very small hill today, almost died, so i think im good for like a year or so

how can i feel both sleepy and energised