Ugh i have to shave and pluck my eyebrows and all that shit im too lazy for
Tomorrow i have to go to school for a meeting with one of the teachers and dear god i hate going there sooo much
i dont feel very nice alone with shit load of people around

i was little excited when i thought we're gonna get a new car by now but that didnt happen

Pin-up inspired make up

i dunno i got bored

Why does smoking feel so much better when im almost out of tobacco? :P

Fucking hell the house smells so bad. Its like when grandfather were still alive and he couldnt take care of himself, that kind of strange horrible smell.
And than i spilled my coffee all over and you know how much i love my coffee :'c

Now that we started heating the house i can stop wearing pants, fuck yeah

The hardest question in my life light now

Do i wanna drink more coffee
Do i wanna be on tumblr, play games or watch star trek

and also my tobacco i running low i hope ill have enough util tomorrow

I wanna go back to sleep

baby

fucking hell hes so pretty

                                         

specially that part when he gets on the horse.

my ovaries never stood a chance

How the fuck is it possible that im not tired at all anymore.

Cant believe im still awake

Just took a shower so that woke me up a little.
And now all i wanna do is cuddle :P

Getting kinda tired

Energy drink it is

Coffee n°3

No sleep

This electric monster scorpion thing is kicking my ass in castlevania and now my controller batteries are almost dead.

thats just fucking lovely

Coffee time

Its gonna be my second cup so im doing pretty well for now.

I forgot my phone in the bedroom and now i cant text my mother that im hungry so im gonna have to move and i really dont wanna

[edit] i was refused food. nooo, hungry :'c

There are only 12 more days until Supernatural

EXCITEMENT 

Im gonna drink soo much coffee today, i dont even want to think about it

I didnt sleep very well 

Kirk Bones and Spock are like Potter, Black and Lupin of space

i should go to sleep.

could you not

Goddamnit the coldness is coming back

and that means that so is my cold

great 

best dream. ever

Crowley, i would like to make an arrangement. 

oh god, cat, you have serious problems

you know the cat that shat in front of my door about billion times.
well, he just shat all around the kitty litter

i fucking hate you jonathan

goddamnit i dont know what sleeping position to assume

nothing feels right :'c

oh my god, cant

http://disturbiainyourmind.tumblr.com/post/62346133763

Perfection

I fucking can not deal with those motherfucking crickets

where the fuck are they even coming from for fucks sake
i cant anymore
i really cant

so i made traps

i hope the little piece of shit dies soon

[edit] He is dead.

We have visitors today and i have to cook lunch for all of them. Well, thats just great

I kinda like the new chrome thing, its nice couse the background picture is a lost more visible, im just not used to the most visited icons to be so small

Well, im addicted

http://orteil.dashnet.org/cookieclicker/

Love of my life

we had our differences for some time, but the important thing is we're back together now <3 

I like very very much:D

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2647544/

I just love this so much :D

ehehehehe

Oh my god, just yes. so much yes

its perfect 

I dont even know, i get bored

Here, have some more of this perfect little shit

Well, i just fucked up my normal sleep rhythm with sleeping during the day.
Yey me

I miss house

http://vimeo.com/20850600

for some reason, this is very mesmerising

also, i would totally hit that

oh, they're gonna make a movie about me

I really wanna do something, but i have no idea what

i hate it when he does that 

I need a bunny in my life

I was promised one for my last birthday, but it never happened.

Baneeeeej

I found a severed tail on the balcony

Who did you murder now you little furry shits

If my right eye would stop crying that would be great.

[edit] no eye, stop it. so not cool

That satisfying moment when u finally kill the cricket that has been eluding my killing attempts for weeks now.
But the bitch did really scare me when he showed up in my fucking bed.

I was lied to about when the pizza is coming :'c

50min late. you disappoint me mother

oh my god, star trek, you so old

Im gonna start watching star trek, oh childhood memories

[edit] there are some scenes that i remember exactly and this shit is awesome :D

You will be the death of me

for fucks sake, i must stop this 

My cold is getting worse and my head hurt a little too. I think im gonna have to go see a doctor to get some antibiotics :P

At this point i think im prepared to sell my soul for this

ugh, your face. no, stop it

My coffee addiction is getting horrible

When i was still in school i drank maybe one or two coffees a day. sometimes none
than when i lived with my best friend pretty much the same
than only when i had to wake up in the morning or if i went out to drinks

and now when i started drinking turkish coffee, 3 times a day.
what the fuck, i need to stop

Why do i have to torture myself with this

you are just so... beautiful 

I've already drank 2 coffees and im still fucking sleepy.
One more i guess
even do i would prefer to go to sleep very much

Started watching teen wolf, cause im done with breaking bad (have to wait until the next part) and i find it way more entertaining than i thought i was gonna be

and i can finally smoke like a normal person (well,normal smoker i guess) so fuck yeah for that

[edit] what's with the teen wolf dude and heights? hes always somewhere up there 

Only 2 more hours until i can officially smoke again :D

aaand im brown

well, theres still a little bit of red in there, i didnt have enough colour, i didnt realise my hair got that long that it needs 2 packs. 

Goodbye red

I got my hair dye (its chocolate brown) and i may colour my hair now, not sure yet.
The pain from teeth extraction is almost non-existent so that cool too.
The only annoying this is that every time i wanna smoke i put some gauze in there, because im kinda not allowed to smoke :P
what can i say, im addicted

Well, all tooth pain pretty much stopped. so thtas cool

Aaand here comes the pain

Its such a strange feeling to not feel a part of your face

Ehhhh fuck

Just a little big longer and than is torture time.

Just a few more hours. Well, fuck. Not happy about this

[edit] i wanna eat and go black to sleep

spoilers for breaking bad, s5e7

nooooo, not mike, he was my favourite
i do not like you walt, not after this

My teeth are getting out tomorrow. Fuck 

oh dear god

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

the motherfucking cat shat in front of my door again
what the fuck if wrong with it, we have a fucking cat litter thing
i cant, i really cant

fucking cats

Let me cares your face

well, this weather is very shit

I had another coffee like an hour ago and fucking hell, im buzzed
and also painting is going pretty good

Oh god i have to pee and we just got visitors. Again
Fuckfuckfuckfuck

I hate people

[edit] managed to go pee cause they're outside, thank god

also, im gonna try to paint again
i wanna see if im still capable

I think im developing a coffee addiction

I think im gonna colour my hair light or dark brown

I got back to watching breaking bad, when suddenly bobby from spn :D

in relation to that

jesse looks good all that and shit, specially when they come to the party :D

Bored again

• 1. First thing you wash in the shower?
• I start with my feet and than go up
• 2. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
• I drink more coffee
• 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
• Nope
• 4. Do you plan outfits?
• Sometimes
• 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
• Bored and hungry 
• 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
• I dunno, red nail polish and red lipstick i guess
• 7. What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body?
• I have no idea, i would probably be shocked 
• 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
• The only thing i remember is that i was strange, like always 
• 9. Three of your current feelings?
• bored, hungry, little tired 
• 10. What are you craving right now?
• nothing 
• 11. Turn ons?
• nothing special really, biting 
• 12. Turn offs?
• Nothing special, i dont really know :P
• 13. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
• And image od cabbage 
• 14. When was the last time you cried? Why?
• The last time i really cried was a few months ago when my depression struck again  
• 15. If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be?
• Yes
• 16. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?
• Nope
• 17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
• Both 
• 18. Favorite movie ever?
• I have so many, so i dunno. But the one i watched the most is Queen of the damned 
• 19. Do you like yourself?
• Most of the time no
• 20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
• Not really 
• 21. Could you handle being in the military?
• Nope
• 22. What are you listening to right now?
• Night Vale
• 23. How many countries have you visited?
• 5
• 24. Are your parents strict?
• Nope
• 25. Would you go sky diving?
• Yes
• 26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
• Nope
• 27. Whats on your mind right now?
• How will i cook lunch cause we just got a visitor and i dont like people 
• 28. Is there anything you want to say to someone?
• No, not really
• 29. Have you ever been in a castle?
• Yes
• 30. Do you rent movies often?
• 
• 31. Whats your zodiac sign?
• Capricorn 
• 32. When was the last time you had sex?
• Too long ago
• 33. Name five facts about yourself.
• Fuck, i dunno, i really dont 
• 34. Ever had a near death experience? If so, what happened?
• Not really, but i almost chocked on a lollipop 
• 35. Do you believe in karma or predestiny?
• Nope
• 36. Brown or white eggs?
• Brown, i guess
• 37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
• We dont have Hot Topic here, so no
• 38. Ever been on a train?
• Yes
• 39. Ever been in love?
• Yes
• 40. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it?
• If i could bring a friend, yes
• 41. If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with?
• Jane Arthy, because Tom
• 42. If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to become more attractive, would you do it?
• Thats a hard question 
• 43. Whom do you admire and why?
• Nobody, really 
• 44. What was your favorite bedtime story as a child?
• I read a lot of books by myself and loved a lot of them. Harry Potter, Bartimeaus, Artimis Fowl...
• 45. You’re walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do?
• Call the fire-fighters 
• 46. If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you?
• No
• 47. What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol?
• One night in this club 
• 48. What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol?
• The second time i smoked weed 
• 50. As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it?
• That depends if there would be anybody to see me
• 51. If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them?
• Yes
• 52. In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you’d receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger?
• Well, fuck
• 53. How old were you when you lost your virginity?
• 14
• 54. Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires?
• I wish they were real, but i dont believe they are
• 55. If you could live forever, would you want to?
• Yes
• 56. Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are?
• I have no idea
• 57. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit?
• baroque 
• 58. If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it?
• I think i would
• 59. If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it?
• God no
• 60. If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to?
• Yes
• 61. Would you rather live longer or be wealthy?
• Be wealthy 

Castlevania: lords of shadows 2, fuck yeah

and my ass hurts from sitting

Trying to organise my music
And fucking hell my library is a big mess

Can you just....not

say my nameeee

my blog is turning into my tumblr 

and for some reason my dash on tumblr right now is filled with tom

In 3 days im getting my wisdom teeth pulled out :c

Dont wannaaa 

im still not sure what they're gonna do with the upper ones, cause they're not out yet.

Than im probably getting braces and than they're gonna break both of my jaws and reposition them. And than probably more braces.

Which is gonna be awesome too.

But it would be all fine, the only thing i have a problem with is that im probably gonna lose my tongue piercing. and i really love it.  

and all this shit because my childhood dentist didnt notice that i have a slight overbite. thank you very much. 

sam explains my feeling towards tom very nicely 

Fuck you too head, stop hurting mee :c

I think im just gonna lie here and listen to Night Vale

also, this (notice how the search bar is gone) the fuck

   ugh i feel sick :P

I can see your bronzer lovah