Saturday, November 30, 2013

i moved from bedroom to my living room couse the bedroom window is fucked and its normally a colder room anyway so at night is fucking freezing in there
and i already got a cold from that goddamn room
so im gonna be sleeping on my sofa for a few days
i managed to rearrange it so that its more bed like and i think i did a pretty good job
and everything would be fine if there woudnt be a gab
eh

and i also broke my nail while moving the furniture
so thats fucking great too
ma precious baby is back
oh the joyous day

Friday, November 29, 2013

i stole my mothers computer
and tomorrow we're gonna go see about the charger
so its all good
The battery is almost dead, out time grows short.
So im just gonna sit here, drink my coffee and stare into the abyss of boredom that awaits me.
While listening to the deafening silence that comes when the ventilators stop spinning.
I only wish i would find that stupid little fucking usb thingy so i could plug my usb into my tablet and watch Star Trek. 


goodbye, my precious baby
life will be meaningless without you
i shall await the day that we reunite again
  when birthgiver buys me a new charger   


eeeh so sleepy
well, i believe my charger died

SO THATS FUCKING GREAT GODDAMNIT

fucking hell

having a fucked up laptop charger is one of most annoying and depressing things
and even more annoying and depressing in that ill have to wait for like 20 days to get a new one


adsgkjl

want


i thought the red has finally got out of my hair but seeing it now in the sunlight i was wrong

well, fuck you too red
much early

i woke up at like 5 am

well, i guess 4 hours of sleep is all i need

Thursday, November 28, 2013

im never ever gonna put things into a safe place. never.
i cant ever find them later when i need them

fucking stupid little usb thingy where are youuu

and of course me wouldnt be me if i didnt spill water all over the floor while searching and almost breaking my new lovely wine glass

yey me
What cant i ever find anything when i need it?
I know i saw that goddamn usb thingy
And i know i put it somewhere safe so it woudnt get lost when i would need it

and also my laptop charger went to shit (its still charges, but only if i twist the cable a certain shape) so that fucking great too

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

How the fuck do people understand physics?
Its all the same cluster fuck of nonsense to me



i wish my old physics teacher wasnt retired
thank god, finally some sun

Saturday, November 23, 2013

having a pretty bad headache until i get my caffeine fix in the morning is getting really annoying  

Friday, November 22, 2013

another morning (well, at least for me) another headache
much pain
so not cool

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

its so nice to wake up and see a stack of different kinds of coffee that mother bought you c:

Monday, November 18, 2013

Sunday, November 17, 2013

my coffee addiction is getting so bad that if i sometimes wake up later than normal my head hurts until i drink my coffee

and also this is my second cup in the last 2 hours. i love coffee

Friday, November 15, 2013

I think i finally fixed my internet problem thank god

now i can finally relax
Im gonna lose my mind with this shit

ughh, i feel sick
i hate windows 8.1
fucking hell, will problems never end goddamnit
i finally have everything sorted out
and now its time to start downloading every thing again :P 

ugh
great, now i canr even install windows because of some sort of partition disk fuck up
i just want my laptop back to normal goddamnit 
Well, now that all my important files are safe i can finally go back to windows
even do ubuntu is very cute

Thursday, November 14, 2013

im a fucking genius
im about to lose my mind using my old laptop with vista
soooo glitchy and slow
i just cant no more
i cant
well, i managed to fuck up my computer and i feel sick. and like crying
and i really dont want to lose all of my things. but i seems i dont have i choice
god, i think im gonna throw up
i was trying to fix my cd rom drive and i restarted my laptop my windows woudnt work and just thank god everything is working now
i panicked so hard
for fucks sake go home so i can get my goddamn coffee fucking hell i hate people
goddamn visitors, standing in the way between me and my coffee

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Makeup of the day



its pretty much everyday tipe of thing with a little bit of purple to make it a little more interesting 

Burial at sea is finally here, fuck yeah

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Monday, November 11, 2013

well, im back from the dentist and i have a goddamn dry socket
lovely

Sunday, November 10, 2013

Well, i just watched star trek nemesis

nope
nope
i will never forgive you this star trek. never

anybody but data
going back to the dentist tomorrow if he can do something about the goddamn nonstop pain for fucks sake i want to eat solid food
the first time they took my wisdom teeth out i was good in like 2 day goddamnit

can not deal with the pain anymore 

at least mother said shes gonna cancel my physics exam so thats something

Saturday, November 9, 2013

Thursday, November 7, 2013

pain. such pain

im never letting a dentist intern near my teeth again
cold oh so cold
fucking hell its early
and im getting the last 2 wisdom teeth pulled out in a few hours so that lovely

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Its really annoying that it takes me like an hour and a half to curl my hair :'c

Sunday, November 3, 2013

Im gonna cut my hair today, hopefully im not gonna fuck up

i want this fringe back, i wish i would remember how the fuck i managed to do it that way 

Its so lovely to wake up with a headache for 3 days in a row

Saturday, November 2, 2013

I never should have gone on tumblr while taking a break
now nothing is gonna get done

damn you tumblr
Cleaning day. again
I have no idea how i even manage to get my room so messy in a couple of days when literally all i do is sit in one spot with my laptop

but if i manage to keep both of my room all nice and clean 'till christmas im getting a 3ds
and i also must study physics
which would be a lot easier if my brain could understand it  (im not exaggerating, my ex psychologists told me my brain just does not understand math, chemistry and physics)
so thats nice  

Friday, November 1, 2013

Halloween thingy: vampire

I know im late with uploading this and i know its somewhat a cliche but whatevah