Im starting to use my tumbla again, soo you know, if you wanna, you can check me out :D
http://disturbiainyourmind.tumblr.com/
also, if i can finnish 4 subject till september im getting a playstation, fuck yeah
now all i have to do is make myself study

Very very tired from a rainy day and walking around btc all fucking day

I feel energized, to do nothing.
and i really should start getting ready :P

Haven't slept all night, and I'm not gonna sleep throughout the day, so that my sleep pattern or whatever gets back to normal. So energy drinks and gaming, here i come.
Its gonna be a long day.

And I will make the blog look prettier as soon as i can. :)

Sup

Hello, my name is Anja, 17, and I'm doing this because I have nothing better to do with my life.
So, I'm gonna write. About anything. About how i feel, about my day, random shit...
And maybe, just maybe it will help me stop feeling so bored. And lonely.
And maybe it will even help me do something with my life. Because right now, there is nothing. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I don't go to school anymore, i guess i'm home schooled, in some way.
I can't find a job, and even if i do find something i think i could do, i'm to socially awkward and shy to do anything about it.
I kinda lost contact with all my friends, because, well... i kinda don't like them anymore. I just can't do long distance friendships. And when i do see them, its just awkward. Because i can't talk with them as i used to. I don't know whats happening with their lives and its just kinda hard, you know?
And my best friend... Well, when i lived in the main city (because i went to school there) we would be together everyday, all day. And she even lived with me and my family for like 8 moths. But then she went back home, because she had to. And she promised me, she would come back, that she wants to.
But of course she didn't. We still talk but... She found a boy there, that she really likes. And I'm jealous, because she is just so pretty, and funny and interesting and not socially awkward like i em. And i wish i could be like she is. I wish i could just like communicate with people i don't know. So i could meet new people. But i just can't make myself do it. And i miss her. But shes not coming back. And, god, I'm just so lonely and bored.