visitors righ when im baking muffins
great

I started playing thief yesterday and im actually not so shit at this as i thought im gonna be
but im only starting chapter 2 so we shall see

and cut scenes and horribly glitchy but that might be just this old shitty laptop im using now couse i broke both the hinges on my lovely baby and its taking them just about forever to fix it :P

Its a Doll's World

I got bored 

Thief looks awesome but im so so SO bad at stealth

also ive been craving short blond hair

how does one make grown up phone calls

i dreamt that i was i plant that eats people
what

studying with add fucking isnt easy and i only have today and tomorrow to memorise hella shit
where could i buy photographic memory or something couse that would be great

Outfit of the day (or better outfit of the night)

shirt: H&M

jacket: New Yorker

shorts: used to be long but than i cut them

shoes: deichmann

is it strange i kinda want a pregnancy pillow?
it just looks so cozy

hell yeah for bringing spike back

bored

• 1:Name
• i dont like it
• 2:Age
• 18
• 3:3 Fears
• dead children, end of supernatural, 
• 4:3 things I love
• laptop, laptop, laptop
• 5:4 turns on
• neck biting, hair pulling, shit like that
• 6:4 turns off
• annoyance, stupidity, arrogance...
• 7:My best friend
• karinakarinakariiina
• 8:Sexual orientation
• 98% straight 
• 9:My best first date
• ive actually only been on one proper date and it was shit
• 10:How tall am I
• 162
• 11:What do I miss
• bf
• 12:What time were I born
• i have no idea 
• 13:Favorite color
• red and black
• 14:Do I have a crush
• nah
• 15:Favorite quote
• We all make out choices, but in the end, our choices make us
• 16:Favorite place
• dont have one
• 17:Favorite food
• pizza
• 18:Do I use sarcasm
• me? never
• 19:What am I listening to right now
• laptop ventilating and and angel episode
• 20:First thing I notice in new person
• i dunno, i have a shit memory 
• 21:Shoe size
• 38
• 22:Eye color
• gray
• 23:Hair color
• like dark brown almost black? i dont even know
• 24:Favorite style of clothing
• i love a lot of styles 
• 25:Ever done a prank call?
• yas
• 27:Meaning behind my URL
• no meaning 
• 28:Favorite movie
• dont have a fav one, but the one i watched like 50 time is queen of the damned 
• 29:Favorite song
• dont have one
• 30:Favorite band
• disturbed 
• 31:How I feel right now
• craving chocolate and wishing i could sleep
• 32:Someone I love
• bf
• 33:My current relationship status
• singe
• 34:My relationship with my parents
• dont know my father, fine with mom
• 35:Favorite holiday
• Christmas 
• 36:Tattoos and piercing i have
• labret and tongue piercing 
• 37:Tattoos and piercing i want
• nipple piercings and hella tattoos 
• 39:Do I and my last ex hate each other?
• nah
• 40:Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
• sometimes
• 41:Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
• nope
• 42:When did I last hold hands?
• i dunno, probably the last time i was drunk 
• 43:How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
• hella. like 3 hours or so. but i can get it done in 1 if i have to
• 44:Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
• nope
• 45:Where am I right now?
• bed 
• 46:If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
• bf, but i never get that drunk 
• 47:Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
• loud 
• 48:Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
• just mother 
• 49:Am I excited for anything?
• nah
• 50:Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
• nope
• 51:How often do I wear a fake smile?
• sometimes
• 52:When was the last time I hugged someone?
• i do not know
• 53:What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
• well i wouldnt be happy but i mostly also wouldnt care 
• 54:Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
• nope
• 55:What is something I disliked about today?
• its 2 am and i cant go back to sleep. so theres that. and also the lack of chocolate 
• 56:If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
• tom fuckerston i guess 
• 57:What do I think about most?
• many things 
• 58:What’s my strangest talent?
• i dont believe i have any strange talents, if any talents at all
• 59:Do I have any strange phobias?
• yes
• 60:Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
• behind 
• 61:What was the last lie I told?
• i dont remember 
• 62:Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
• both. both is good
• 63:Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
• kinda and yes. space is infinitive so nobody can tell me there isnt any life out there 
• 64:Do I believe in magic?
• nah
• 65:Do I believe in luck?
• not really
• 66:What's the weather like right now?
• i have no idea, since i cant see outside, because you know, darkness  
• 67:What was the last book I've read?
• one of the sookie novels
• 68:Do I like the smell of gasoline?
• yes
• 69:Do I have any nicknames?
• nah
• 70:What was the worst injury I've ever had?
• well my mother slammed my finger with car doors. and i have many scars from falling down when i was a child 
• 71:Do I spend money or save it?
• try to save it but always spend it 
• 72:Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
• nope
• 73:Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
• i have no idea how much 10 feet is so im gonna go with yes
• 74:Favorite animal?
• dont have one
• 75:What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
• playing plague inc 
• 76:What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
• what 
• 77:What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
• none
• 78:How can you win my heart?
• too lazy to write 
• 79:What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
• eh
• 80:What is my favorite word?
• dont have one
• 82:If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
• what
• 83:Do I have any relatives in jail?
• not that i know off
• 84:I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
• all of them 
• 85:What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
• i dunno
• 86:What is my current desktop picture?
• its cry 
• 87:Had sex?
• yas
• 88:Bought condoms?
• yas
• 89:Gotten pregnant?
• nah
• 90:Failed a class?
• yas
• 91:Kissed a boy?
• yas
• 92:Kissed a girl?
• nah
• 93:Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
• yas
• 94:Had job?
• yas
• 95:Left the house without my wallet?
• yas
• 96:Bullied someone on the internet?
• nah
• 97:Had sex in public?
• define public 
• 98:Played on a sports team?
• hahha no
• 99:Smoked weed?
• yas
• 100:Did drugs?
• yas
• 101:Smoked cigarettes?
• yas
• 102:Drank alcohol?
• yas
• 103:Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
• nah
• 104:Been overweight?
• nah, but i was chubby for some time 
• 105:Been underweight?
• yas
• 106:Been to a wedding?
• nah
• 107:Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
• yas
• 108:Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
• not in the last 5 years, no
• 109:Been outside my home country?
• yes
• 110:Gotten my heart broken?
• yas
• 111:Been to a professional sports game?
• i dont think so
• 112:Broken a bone?
• nah
• 113:Cut myself?
• yas
• 114:Been to prom?
• we dont have prom per se here
• 115:Been in airplane?
• nah
• 116:Fly by helicopter?
• nah
• 117:What concerts have I been to?
• the only one i care about is korn
• 118:Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
• nah
• 119:Learned another language?
• i am writing this right now in another language so im gonna go with yes
• 120:Wore make up?
• yas
• 121:Lost my virginity before I was 18?
• yas
• 122:Had oral sex?
• yas
• 123:Dyed my hair?
• yas
• 124:Voted in a presidential election?
• nope
• 125:Rode in an ambulance?
• nah
• 126:Had a surgery?
• nah
• 127:Met someone famous?
• nope
• 128:Stalked someone on a social network?
• who hasnt 
• 129:Peed outside?
• yas
• 130:Been fishing?
• nope
• 131:Helped with charity?
• yas
• 132:Been rejected by a crush?
• yas
• 133:Broken a mirror?
• yas
• 134:What do I want for birthday?
• moneymoneymoney and immortality 

so i watching angel and they need him to be angelus, so soulless
and i dont get why they dont just give him some x or whatever it was that that girl slipped in his drink before that turned him all murder like again for a couple of hours

so i watched Ender's game and it makes me wanna read the books

why facebook, why
must you look so stupid