so math exam today. again. wish me luck

and all i wanna do i hide somewhere and read

and its not the exam, its that ill have to spend 2 days at mothers boyfriends apartment
it just drains me so much

doin math with mother makes me wanna cry and then go on a killing spree which would end with me blowing my brains out

i trusted mother to wake me up in half an hour but of course she didnt
i slept for like 3 hours

all of that hard work to get my sleeping schedule normal, gone

so im drinking coffee right now because fuck it



hello darkness my old friend 

that feeling like not wanting to do anything but at the same time you do, but dont know what

eh

yes mother, go spend the weekend with your boyfriend and leave me to take care of fresh out of surgery grandma

brilliant

so around new year im getting a new pc, a really good one aand new year is gonna be pretty soon and just soo excited

i cant

Ootd

i have no idea where the shirt is from so yeah

jacket is new yorker

leggings are just your normal black leggings

shoes are deichmann 

the chocker was my mothers 

aaand the bracelets are from allyexpress 

i did try to show the beautiful back the shirt has but i failed miserably so theres that

i think im gonna break down today
havent dont it in a while

so tonight should be ful