i wanna play something and watch star trek tng and paint and sleep at the same time

Finished Tawny Man and i knew it was gonna be bad but i didnt expect it to crush my soul so completely

the tears
so many tears

and also im not happy with the ending. at all
maybe its because i ship Beloved and Fitz so much
so fucking much  

I have never felt this broken after finishing a series

so im almost half way trough Golden Fool and jesusfuckingchrist
was this really necessary
why
why fitz
why must you be such a dipshit

just no

goddamnit